Oh, fucking fucking hell. I went back to the comm because I couldn't remember whether or not I'd actually received anything last year, and then I found this, and, just, Jesus Christ. You have no idea how hot and raw and brilliant this was.

The sex and the anger and the despair and the rawness, the lust and the hate and how they refuse to seek comfort in each other, God.

Thankyou so much. This is much, much too late, but for me it's the first time, and I don't know what else to say but thankyou, thankyou.